Saturday 4 February 2017

I Forgot

Dear Ella

I love this...

"Stay hungry, stay foolish"

Lots of love

Mum
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Incredulous

Dear Ella

Moments of incredulity happen randomly and for no reason at all as in a particular trigger that reminds me of you.  Incredulous that you really aren't here.  How can that be.....???

You come pushing through to the forefront of my mind, sharp, clear and very vivid - so close and yet so far, if only I could reach out and touch you.  But I can't.

Helpless - but pragmatic - I move on, taking you and Sophie me with every step of my way - trundling on through life, making it up as I go, like we all do I suppose.

Lots of love

Mum
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