Saturday 6 February 2016

Overwhelming urge

Dear Ella

Hello lovely girl - not so many letters now I know, but this morning or maybe this week - just an overwhelming urge to write.  Nothing of any significance to say - just the usual "am hanging in there, keeping busy, growing older, not wiser, learning to be grateful for what I have and of course letting go".

I think if I rubbed a lamp and a genie came out and granted me three wishes they would be:

1.  To wrap my arms around you and hug and squeeze you hard - just one more time.  I would never let go.

2.  To see Sophie smile - a really big whole hearted cheeky Sophie Rose three year old grin from ear to ear

3.  To wake up in our little greek bedroom in Kefalonia and see you and Sophie fast asleep - in your beds, peacefully breathing, no cares in the world, safe and secure next me.

In fact - I don't think - I know that is what I would wish for and often do.

Love you loads

Mum
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