Been trying to find the words

Dear Ella,

Been trying to find these words for a while -  then I heard someone else say them

"I think the best thing you can do is get on and live life as if though Ella was still here" 


Apt and exactly what I have been trying to do - it's hard work, but it is OK at the same time.   It's also very good for the face as it requires a lot of determined smiling :)

But, I'm not going to stop writing you letters.

Lots of love

Mum
xx